The Song that attracts me recently

These few days as i travel to work to and fro in a jammed street....This song keep on playing in radio that catches my attention:-

Just the Girl - The Click Five

"She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing
She pushed me in the pool at our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams but I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems she's the one I'm after

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for

She can't keep a secret for more than an hour
She runs on one hundred proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me, the more I adore her
What can I do - I'd do anything for her

repeat Chorus

And when she sees it me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up yet
Cause every word she's every said
Is still ringing in my head
Still ringing in my head

She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing
Knows just what to say so my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for"

I donno why...sometimes...a gurl that is like that will attracts more guys than miss goody goody ...Hahahha :D

Ungu Violet

I just watched ungu violet with some of my friends...The movie is boring and the story line is so so..... but one thing i like about the movie (obviously it is advertistment that attracts me).....which is the song the played. I cant play music here...so i get the song's lyrics here...Hahahha To satisfy myself...and entertain myself...If you guys want the song...ask from me ler...I have it in my computer...

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
---------Padi------------

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
aku tlah terpagut oleh cintamu
menelusup hariku dengan harapan
namun kau masih terdiam membisu

reff: sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan 'tuk mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban 'tuk memilikimu

betapa derunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

repeat reff

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

A testimony to share ^_*

On Sunday...alot id just another coincidence to people..but to me..They are all God's Plans..Okiokie...just an opening ...will share more in next blog...as i am now writting and applying jobs online...Man~~ The convo makes me nervous and uneasy to see all frens with jobs and i am still jobless...:((....heheh...but i am sure my God is great and HE has a plan for me..

The DAYs In Malacca

On Thursday (4-8-2005) -- I woke as early as 730a.m and did something for a friend of mine.**hehehe for me to know; for you to find out ** then, by 8plus i am back at home and rushed to the nearest bus stop at Padang Tembak and then off i go to KL~! KL here i come..

vroom....after few hours of travelling....**me sleeping..dunno what had happened** The next thing i know...a phone rang and it was my dad..He asked me where i am, I just answered "I dont know dad...ermm..yayay...just saw a signboard..70KM away from KL..near d near d".

Then after going through thick "forest" and heavy "winds" i finally arrived in my sister's house around 8p.m..Then she brought me to "once the biggest mall in KL"-- SUBANG PARADE. We shop for more than 2 hours for her new specacles...MAn~ I wish i could have been on the bed sleeping now...:p But thanks to God she is happy with her new specs.

One day has pass and now i am going to sleep liao....

On Friday (5-8-2005)--another boring day of travelling..as my convocations is in Malacca...ermm..for those who dont know what happened...i just graduated "not long ago" (**erm...3 months PLUS d**)...and the convocation is on saturday **which is tmr lar** so i got to get to malacca campus to get all my invitation card and stuff...okok..boring story apart..then bla bla bla...and one day passed...

On Saturday (6-8-2005)-- As early as 5.30a.m and all of us got to be awake d...who on earh will have convocation as early as 730a.m one? CRAZY~~ but since MMU has set the time...cant do much lor...It was very BORING ceremony...and it got worst when the chencelor starts talking...BUT all thanks to a freind that is willing to reply my boring SMSes and also a bunch of wacky guys that share some stupid jokes in the hall itself...These has make me more lively and avoid me of falling alseep and miss my turn to receive the scroll...

Then we have picture taking sessions lor...yaya...I want to thank specially for cynthia and michael for making an effort to come all the way from JB for our convo and also siang hui for the pen that you shared with them for me..And also shu wan for her sudden sms..thought you forget me liao..and also chee meng for your sms and concerns and michael tang that "just accidently was there":D..and my frens and coursemates that makes my convo not lonely...like Cynthia chuah, ai mei, kian tee, kian tuck, joash, su chen,fang fang,han beng,soo hin,ken jee(where are you ahr?),kenneth, jeremy (where is my watch again? :P) and many many more...Last but not least...sharron from Penang that 'kills my boringness" with weird sms...

KK...enuff d...byebye

Calculating the days i have been jobless

From the day i have graduated till now.It has been like 3 month(may be lesser...OR MAY BE MORE~! ...WhatEvEr...just don't like to count it till the very dot.) :p

What i have been doing since i came back from Vietnam? Basically i travel a few place for interviews.Then i apply and apply for jobs....Then dont hear much replies. So till this day i am still JOBLESS~!! AHh....the ever last thing i ever want to think of?! What would my freind say about me? What will my neighbour that sees me everyday think of me? What would my parents think of me? What would i think of myself?

Hai````No answers ...only dead airs......by the way...i had few achievements....

I have finish few TVB series...
1) To get unstuck in times
2) my family
3) To love till the end

I have also watch two animes
1) NARUTO
2) hikaru no go

hai~~~ lousy achivement...By the way now i am reading a book cvalled "purpose driven life" it basically talks about why we are on earth for~! So any of you intrested message me..Then i send a copy of the book to you.;)

That's all for tonight~! gambatthe my frens~!

10 days that makes me see the world

I finally understood why people says that once you've been to other part of the world.You will know that the world is very unique in nature...

I was down in Vietnam for the past 10 days from 2nd May till 11th May.

The first day when i reach Veitnam..I was lost as i dont speaks a word of vietnamese.And their english is generally poor.So i find it hard to adapt there. However, they are the friendliest people i ever met since the day i was born ...Serious~! They can just know you for 20 minutes and the next thing you know, they talk to you like buddiest,even with their broken english.Erm...They also will treat you free lunch and dinner...with no string attached or whatsoever.

the second day, we(paul , yin leng and i) visited the independance palace.As the time when we went to Vietnam, it's their 30 anniversary Liberalism Day, so we manage to see nice decorations all over the streets in Ho Chi Minh City (HCMC) and also "Uncle Ho"'s faces all over every buildings. ** i am not overly-describe**

Then we went to the War museum, then i see the shameful sight of US during the Vietnam War, i would call it as the "Vietnam the Victim" rather than a war.US bombed the North Vietnam with more than 3000Tonnes of bombs. I see the ugliest side of war and seeing the civilians that suffered more than the soldiers.It makes my heart cried out for the victims. I went home sadden.

The rest of the 8 days i spent them in universities around HCMC. Talking and sharing my life with them. :)

Erm....will share more next time round...sleeping lor...Nites!

How will the world be without him?

Today is a very meanigful day to alot of Christian.It is a day where we remember the sacrifice of Jesus on the Cross for us.

Thank you Jesus.He died on the cross to potray the LOVE OF GOD for his people.

:)

alan

Today i am happier then yesterday

Yesterday, i had my final year project handed in and my lecturer is happie with it.Today i have my german test..though i didn;t speak good german..but my lecturer is happy with our perormance..:P

so relief~! 2 down..one more to go..Tonight i will finish my last lab report of my entire Enginerring degree..and i am done..no more h/w..~! >:)

anyway..wil miss teh homework..but who cares? Now has to concerntarte for final and make sure i pass 3 of teh paper to graduate~!
:) all my hard work paid off..thank you Lord and thanks you all for supporting me all thsi while.

updates from penangnites

finally i get some links to the own blog user from penang fren..They are listed in RGBCians...ermm...andrew,thomas(pastor>:)), pheng pheng(soon to be pastor) and matthew gan~!

;)

happy blogging

finally one down..another one tmr...:)

Praise the Lord..Finally the FYP presentation is over liao..relief and happie..But will miss the sleepless nites and staying up late to think how to solve my circuitry problem.:)

Thanks fren..I realised that the prayers of everyone has won the heart of God that He has make my supervisor and moderator to be happy with my work from the begining till the end. The half an hour was so easy to pass..easier than in exam(at least).

Thank you people who prayed for me..Thanks again..

ok now studying GERMAN..tomorrow oral test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHH~!!!!!!!!!!woo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no ah~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))
:P

Counting the days in uni

Hai~~~ where have i been?

Counting the last day i blog till now..it has been like 1 and a half month ...but to me...it just like days....The reason is that i have been too busy with my final year project...that i eat,sleep and shit with it :P....i hate my fyp...i felt i am doing all alone though i have a supervisor that suppose to guide me..He always give me very insightful ideas and motivations" Go back and think yourself" very useful and very fruitful saying..IF uni let you have a supervisor to be lke that...i think i can be a better supervisor...i will at least say "I wont fail you, though i dunno what you are doing", "keep it up, you are on the right track"..can't he say such thing?

anyway, Praise the Lord, my project is really going somewhere now...i have just pass up my report..so now left with the presentation next week.I dunno what on earth he will ask me..But i will just cross my finger and hope for the best...

That's all for now...i am really counting my days to leave tis horrible uni...but to where? to do what? now i am confused..:P

voices from a desperate guy's cries.............

Hehehhe....su chen got blog~!

su chen got blog d...visit her..Lepak~!
http://eihcus.blogspot.com/

Powerless????

I read this article and find it very real in our christian life...even in our daily life..so i decided to post it on my blog...enjoy fren..hehe a little long winded though

Powerless
And she said, "The philistines are upon you, Samson!" So he awoke from his sleep,and said, "1 will go out as before, at other times, and shake myself free!"But he did not know that the Lord had departed from him.JUDGES 16:20

One of the signs of a heart that has shifted from God is the absence of spiritual power. If you are like Samson, you will not be immediately aware that God's power has left you. Only after he tried to defeat his enemies did Samson recognize that something was wrong. He went against the Philistines as before, expecting their swift defeat. But this time the Philistines easily prevailed over him.

If you allow sin to creep into your life, if you refuse to obey your Lord, if you do not reconcile with those who have hurt you, your spiritual vitality is waning. You may assume everything is fine, but when you pray, answers do not come as they once did. You once had a positive effect on those around you, but now your influence is negligible or even harmful. Your life once brought reconciliation, but now you experience problems in your relationships. Those around you who have relied upon your strength are discovering that you are not as helpful to them as you once were. Your lack of spiritual power is not crying out for attention; but you are seeing subtle changes in your spirit and in your relationship with God.

How can you stop this spiritual decline? You must regularly repent of any sin. You must invite God to search your life to see if there are attitudes, relationships, or activities that need to be removed. You must fervently obey His will. If you walk with God in this manner, you will grow in spiritual strength and be used mightily by Him.

Adapted from Experiencing God Day-by-Dayby
Broadman & Holman Publishers

Life is indeed a miravle by itself

Life is a Miracle

Life is a Miracle
don't let it slip away,
Open your heart to others
give of yourself each day.

See the Beauty in everyone
regardless of where they've been,
Some have a difficult journey
and really need a friend.

Share your talents
Listen with your heart.
Do the things you dream about
but don't have time to start.

Pick a bouquet of flowers
show someone that you care,
Be gracious and forgiving
Life is never fair.

Hold on to your courage
you may need it down the road,
We all have a cross to bear
it could be a heavy load.

If you practice all these things
no matter where you roam,
You may find both sun and rain
but you'll never feel alone.

author:unknown

Just a pit stop

Just came back from a retreat organised by CCF...:) tired but fulfilling..will upload some pics tmr then...

From my heart:-
At times life is half empty
yet at times it is half filled
what is the difference?
it all depends on us infact

God is love that's for sure
He cares more than we do
and when we are troubled by unanswered question
look to HIM... in sincere prayer

time is precious

Hey...i believe everyone's time is precious..
I hate to wait for you yet you didn't turn up
I hate to expect something from the discussion and yet turn out empty

so i dont want to waste the time of those who are reading this as well...so i shall stop now...

i have a meeting at 9a.m this morning...see how i let my groupmates wait for me now...i am a inconsistent person..say one thing and do the other..when will i change? :P

The forgotten

At the Vienna Music Hall
Franz Joseph Haydn’s masterpiece was presented,
“The Generation” was known to all.

Weakened by his age,
The great composer was confined to wheelchair,
Yet his fame on his times needless to say.

As the majestic work moved along,
The audience was caught up with tremendous emotion,
The song is alive and warmth.

When the passage," And there was light!" was reached,
The chorus and orchestra forth in such powerful piece of music
Audience’s enthusiasm could no longer be restrained.

The vast assembly rose in spontaneous applause.
Hadyn struggled to rise and motioned for silence.
In the mist of all applause that was loud.

With his hand pointed toward heaven,
He said," No, not me, from thence comes all!”.
He gave glory and praise to the Creator, maker of earth and heaven.

What was missing all in all?
Is the creator has been forgotten
By us all?

Forgotten……
Yet He chose to love us
Forgotten……
Yet He chose to die for us
Forgotten……
Yet He chose to be your friend.

Today He has not forgotten you
Do you want to come to Him then?

Emotionally written

I think he/she is emotionally hurt when it's written,so i decide to paste this on

"I felt cheated though you didn’t realized
Each time you say you care
But you didn’t seems to act what you said
I am fed up with what you said
You don’t care at all

I hate you when you look at me like that
I hate you for being so nice to me
I hate you for bringing lunch to me
Now I hate you because you are stuck in my heart
"

My day~!

Today i woke up and had my devotion..the title was "what would you do when Jesus came?"...hmm....i dont think i am ready at all.That's why i got to do something~! do what? i also donno...But one thing i know,when he ever come...i will be very happy ;)

my fyp still is a drag...felt that the burden has lifted a little.After ,uch prayer and head cracking..now i got my viarable voltage regulator, fast switching gate drives done d..left with the PWm generator and current limiting circuit.when all done by this week (hopefully) i can starts working together with my partner ;) yipee~!

new year coming d lor...my family plans to go cameron Highlands and genting...both also at the top of a hill...why? i donno...wanna be closer to God kua..or just a pure coincidence..:)

ok for today...now is 2p.m d...can go lab and starts working on my project~! Gambatthe~!

Begining or the Final?

This week is the first week of 2005 yet i felt a great burden on me due to my FYP..er..Final year project...It's tough man~! It seems it's the end rather than a begining for me.

As for now my final year project was slow and with little progress,but one thing i have learned..that is to trust God even more in this kind of situation.To be above all, i have a very disciplined life now,sleep early,wake up early and have devotions before my day start.:)

I believe all this are part of God's miracles in my life and i will cherish this moment of storm in God.

Last night, i went back to my belove "Commonwlth CG" after 4 months M.I.A in that CG(ehh...not i am lazy you know~! i went for industrial training in Penang then.Chris encourage us take out a piece of paper and write down the goals of we want to set for ourself this year.I wrote few and suddenly a thoughts comes to me ,i felt "man~! life is so pointless when we dont have goals at all" hehe :D

ok for today~! Remeber this,we are fearfully and wonderfully made by God...:)